Softheart - im still just a kid and im trying my best

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I walk on the broken glass
With a broken heart
Baby you don’t know the half
I hide inside
Yet I move so fast
Slam my foot up on the gas
Baby catch me if you can
At night i come alive
Let the dark surrounding me
Keeping to myself
Yeah I’m always looking down
No I never got the help
You don’t know nothing about me
Counting on me now
But they used to count me out
Same day i started being me yup
Same day we became he and she yup
No nobody ever believed in me, no
Guess i was always meant to be on my own
Anxious can’t sleep
Most nights i can’t breathe
I only believe what i can see
Don’t even get along in the family
Can’t tell if I can’t stand them or they can’t stand me
Now watch me zoom through the stars
In my fuckin' space ship
Reach my hand up in the ziplock or the mason
If i ever get a chance
I don’t plan to waste it
Super what? i’m suited up
And i still really ain’t shit
I ain’t shit
And have you noticed yet
Bitch i’m all alone
I don’t even use my car
Cause i don’t got nowhere to go, nowhere to go
I’m always sleeping late and yet
I still stay up i feel like i’m stuck
And I need something new
Cause this shit getting old, it’s getting old
I accept i’m depressed till the death
Bitch ass rapper motherfuckers thought that i left
Bitch i didn’t
I was chillin'
I was working on my craft
And if you want my opinion
All my shit still fucking trash they don’t blast that
Bitch i’m smoking home-grown
Only pass if it’s fat
My shit make your ass have an asthma attack
What’s in my bag just distract from the bad
Guess I didn’t wish i had
But it’s after the fact
Falling
Myself
These walls that
I put down too tall in
My head
I can’t
Climb out
Anxious can’t sleep
Most nights i can’t breathe
I only believe what i can see
Don’t even get along in the family
Can’t tell if I can’t stand them or they can’t stand me
I walk on the broken glass
With a broken heart
Baby you don’t know the half
I hide inside
Yet I move so fast
Slam my foot up on the gas
Baby catch me if you can
At night i come alive
Let the dark surrounding me
Keeping to myself
Yeah I’m always looking down
No I never got the help
You don’t know nothing about me
Counting on me now
But they used to count me out